and then...ink

Squarespace is back up! :D

I discovered disposable fountain pens. I trashed the pencil; at least for now. I never expected I would trash the pencil until my sharpener blunted out from years of use and I didn't care to buy a new one. But hand cramps have disappeared due to my disposable fountain pens. I'm drafting every morning at my local cafe and it's going well, though it's hard to record footage here so my YT channel is still a tad dry. I've just come out of an intense sixteen-week studio challenge and I'm running on leftover momentum. 

But I also discovered Bjork and I got a huge push from Vandermeer's Wonderbook, a guide to fiction that is so simple and authentic in its approach that I can't help but applaud it. Vandermeer's not afraid, for instance, to say that I-word (imagination).

I wanted to review another movie but I saw Gravity again instead of a new one. I wanted to write poetry. I'm too tired to write poetry. A man carries a rooster. The ceiling doesn't move as fast. Elk. Elk. Elk. Fish swim. I spend my time on things that will take as long as they take. 

Please eliminate all fencing. 

and then...GRAVITY.

Alfonso, Alfonso. Paving the way for us all.

If you've seen GRAVITY, slow down and read. If you haven't seen it, go see it. 

I anticipate the following: under 23? You found the movie incredible. You will watch it endlessly. Over 23? You found it pretty cool. 

Allow me to open the door to an enhanced viewing of GRAVITY; and I'm not talking about 3D. 

Mine has been called the generation of apathy. The product of a long-dry-doubt-bout. Faithful to faithlessness, living in limitlessness. Represented thus: there is no strangeness to the endlessness of space. This is where we live. We live with the internet. Age 30 and over? You saw it under the convention that space-movies are sci-fi-movies. Yet this is not. Dr. Ryan Stone's spinning, solo flight does not describe your chronic condition, though perhaps condition by event. 

Next up: reverse transcendance. Take a treat like American Beauty: learning gratitude, seeing the beauty in mundane, synthesis for happiness. All perfection and all based on a premise that is old-hat and long rejected by my generation, that is, that there is something to seek beyond the concrete. 

Ryan starts out free flying in space, she does not end there. Her androgynous character, (well done, Sandra Bullock), accepts all aspects of her experience as arbitrary acts of life and science, with only so much meaning as what is assigned to them. She is in an extra-ordinary, extra-terrestrial circumstance; yet feels short of expectations, remember, her dad "wanted a boy." Nothing better descibes the listlessness of condition found in my generation. 

Unlike her self-sacrificing co-worker, Ryan did not find a surrendering peace in free floating, in the sublime vastness of space, even when convinced of death. There was no romantic transcendence for her because she had never had her feet on the ground to begin with. She had never had a center, never had gravity. 

If her experience of coming "DOWN TO EARTH" by relinquishing her previous sensibilities as opposed to gaining them does not reveal the element of rebirth in her arc for you, remember that shot generously given: fetal floating womb-like in the space station right after first removing her space suit, cords coiling around and above her. Umbilical cord as first link to focal point, gravity as last. 

That's why her walk on earth is compelling. That's why some youth have connected to this film so strange, unable to explain the appeal beyond its sheer execution and visual effects (which are grand). It's not the bells and whistles, ladies and gentlemen, not that alone. We're quite used to that. 

Forget the first step on the moon. This film provides a first step for how we can handle and cope with this world what changes so endless-drastic-immaterial as it does from one day to the next. Transient, and non-tactile; all I have done is hit buttons and clicked. 

and then...framework

I am rebuilding career framework. This won't show up any way visible until September or November.

In other words, my blog will no longer be regular. I wil ensure that you get heftier content, and I can not provide that on a weekly basis right now. This is not an official hiatus, but there may be one sometime in August. Feel free to use my content form regardless. My YT channel will remain active as usual. Thanks to all of you! Remember to write.